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So, it turns out I might actually have a very serious medical condition…

For the last month or so, I’ve been really unable to control my hormones. I’ve been getting super horny out of nowhere and for no reason at all. I find that sometimes I just have to start grinding it out wherever I’m at, which is really bad if I’m at work or someplace other then home (even at home, it’s not a welcome thing cause of my family).

I was starting to wonder why this was, so I decided to look online for help. Well, I heard of a thing called “Hypersexuality” years ago. I assumed it was just basically a high sex drive (which I definitely have) and that was about it, but looking into it further, it appears to actually be a rather severe chemical imbalance in your body that does more then just make you horny. It gives you strong anxieties, depression, and even increased stress. These are all things I’ve had as of late and I’ve been wondering why…

Of course, I’m no doctor, and I don’t want to self-diagnose… but it’s entirely possible this is a real thing that I have, and if so, it’s a very bad thing that I have and I need to get treated for it before it gets worse. The problem is, I have absolutely no funds. I’m currently $16,000 in debt to medical bills over 2 trips to the ER I had to make last year because of a bladder infection. I can’t afford to pay those, and I can’t go to see a doctor for anything until those are paid…

The problem is, if I don’t get treated for this (if it really is the problem), it may lead to even worse things, such as me becoming a rapist… I really don’t want that because I honestly think rapists should be taken out to the streets and shot for doing such a thing… However, if there’s a possibility that at least a minority of rapists suffer from Hypersexuality, then maybe some of them are doing it simply because they’ve lost control of themselves due to a sexual disorder… That is, of course, to say that not all of them do it for that reason, though.

Still, I’m extremely concerned and more then a little bit terrified that it might be true that I’m Hypersexual. If I am… I don’t know what I can do about fixing it unless I can get support from friends… Of course, nobody knows who I am, so I entirely expect this post to be completely ignored… Still, I thought I’d get this out there and hope that maybe, just maybe, someone who could help me would see this desperate cry for help…

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transgressingwaffle, February 24th, 2015, 2:16 am

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Heyo! I don't know much about the condition you described however I do know things will work out ok in the end. For now just take a deep deep breath. You seem like a really nice person and I doubt you will rape anybody. It almost sounds like you have severe OCD as well. So as a game plan take a deep breath and try to forget about it for a week. If you can't and it persists, you may have to bite the bullet and see a doctor anyway because your health is super important. Best of luck to you and I hope you feel better!

Coke15 (Guest), March 22nd, 2015, 11:10 am

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As for the medical bills, you may want to ask about any hospital charity programs. I know that my mom had a 4x heart by-pass at a cost of $100k that she could never pay off. A charity grant paid it all off. Another co-worker could not pay the entire hospital bill so he made payments when he could (this was not an option on the bill). Then one day the hospital returned a check saying it was taken care of. Maybe it's something to look into in your case.

insertguestnamehere (Guest), May 2nd, 2016, 12:19 pm

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If you are taking hormone shots or whatever other form, you may want to consider taking a smaller dosage as you may be taking too much. It would also help just to mention it to you doctor at your yearly checkup if you have one. Another thing to consider is if you are in heat or not. Like, if you only have it for a week or two and then it stops for a while and then comes back. It also could be that your body is trying to tell you something's wrong with it, but failed to send the message correctly. I'm no doctor, but I do know that these can happen.

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